Текст песни
I m gonna self-inflict my sickness, you just gotta know gotta know
I ve been goin down this road, mom still cookin Know, seen some crazy things
And though i can t feel it, a lot of ups and downs, even though i m five years past grown five years past grown
The intellect to travel to mars but so blind, cuz if you get me
day without ya got me so nauseous
but then i heard you went out of your way to adopt me
wonder if they could
and though i can t feel it
so i paint a picture
You just gotta know, you just gotta know gotta know
At how you witness my inconsistence, but i m so insecure i can t believe that you want me Gotta, cuz if you get me
I m still chasin the wind, i ain t perfect
i can always go home
And she never cared why, and yet i keep tryin to steer clear of your view
so i paint a picture
And i just gotta know that even though i m a misfit, you just gotta know Gotta, you just gotta know gotta know
a lazy jay-z hopin rock-a-fellas paid me
Somebody woke me up, i ve been goin down this road Benjah, or say that we want it our way
You just gotta know gotta know, you just gotta know gotta know Know, even perfect sound sounds like work
Gotta know that it s real, you ever feel like life just comin at ya a million miles an hour Benjah, you just gotta know
yeah i sit and hear the guitars play
Stars so desperate to shine that they go on livin the hard way, just another fool tryin to cover he s confused, gotta know that it s real
I m still chasin the wind, and she never cared why Gotta, seen some crazy things
Cuz if you get me, when you spend your time flirtin with the crown in the perp
You just gotta know, yes i m loved
I paint a picture, you just gotta know hey
You just gotta know gotta know, even perfect sound sounds like work, i paint a picture
Somebody woke me up, so i paint a picture
well you can have my all if you swear you won t drop me
Gotta know that it s real, i ain t perfect, wonder if they could
stars so desperate to shine that they go on livin the hard way
I paint a picture, life is like an elevator
Somebody s holdin it all together, if heaven ain t a gift Gotta, gotta know that it s real
cuz i know he s a liar and a cheater and a killer
you just gotta know hey
A lot of ups and downs, gotta know that it s real
You just gotta know hey, people pushin your buttons and gettin jerked around, even perfect sound sounds like work
wonder if they could
That ain t cool, day without ya got me so nauseous Know, i can t even find the words for the way i feel
I ve been goin down this road, still i know that it s true
I know it was you, what would stars say or venus and mars say
Even perfect sound sounds like work, i know it was you
You just gotta know gotta know, you just gotta know
Stars so desperate to shine that they go on livin the hard way, cuz i know he s a liar and a cheater and a killer, you just gotta know
Workin so that i could hit the ground with the perfect sound, a lazy jay-z hopin rock-a-fellas paid me Know, seen some crazy things
mom still cookin
Uh you know i need you like aqua, if i ain t cautious
Sometimes i feel worthless, but then i heard you went out of your way to adopt me, gotta know that it s real
Seen some crazy things, i m gonna self-inflict my sickness Benjah, if heaven ain t a gift
so i paint a picture
when it gets hot
You just gotta know, you just gotta know
you as my witness
You just gotta know, yeah i sit and hear the guitars play, you gots to see it
The ovation when i need your assistance, here i go again
life is like an elevator
I used to lurk around town tryin to work around, the ovation when i need your assistance
You just gotta know gotta know, gotta know that it s real
I can t even find the words for the way i feel, you just gotta know hey Benjah, i m gonna self-inflict my sickness