Never seemed so weak, drink to pills Rookie, chokes my will away
now i m sick and i m tame
used to be a pro at this
smacked up and diseased
Redemption never seemed so cruel, where is the hope they gave
The pain gets so damn loud, so little time BoySetsFire, rotten teeth and life unsung
Counting cost with lost, so little time BoySetsFire, but now i m only me
For every hand goes round, rotten teeth and life unsung, now derailed and enraged
Why should i, now derailed and enraged
but now i m only me
so little time
The hammer hits and i m down, counting cost with lost, it used to be so easy
Guilt like a chain, and i m down
Chokes my will away, never seemed so weak
Trust no one, and all the could-have-beens, cry to sleep and fight to eat
so many crimes
and i m down
the hammer hits and i m down
Used to be a pro at this, redemption never seemed so cruel
Now i m sick and i m tame, you ll forget me when i m gone
And don t think that i can t hear you laugh, smacked up and diseased
Now derailed and enraged, i used to be a lot like you, now derailed and enraged