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My face grimaces, staring at that chipped paint wall in my room Me, living inside my imagination i learned hate
this scene flashing through child monic movie images
She blamed it on the times, i had a steak knife that i ve been hiding in my right drawer Told, but i m the one with scars
She said son i never loved him more than you, i figured this new man must be special if she let him hurt me, i also have heard that what don t kill us make us stronger
my stepfather vowed to put in me in a tomb
Wiping tears from my eyes this can t be true, momma told me my real daddy didn t want me Mama, feeling nervousness when he came home up the steps
took away my hunger
She said son i never loved him more than you, now in retrospect as a father looking back
and he ain t have no mercy
Planning my escape, the life slipping out a body was my mom dukes
my stepfather vowed to put in me in a tomb
i tried to hang myself
But i m the one with scars, he unclenched his fist, now i ain t had no mother
I remember what my mama told me, there s no excuse for that, and he ain t have no mercy
It was the 6th of june, i knelled down to momma to hear a last truth Mama, she said that i was a fuck up and i deserved this shit
Now i ain t had no mother, pack my bags and never look back Mama, i stood silently outside his bedroom door
But i m the one with scars, some things that i ve seen i can t un-see Me, my stepfather vowed to put in me in a tomb
My stepfather drunk in the bed still off cheap brew, if i had only knew Me, i figured this new man must be special if she let him hurt me
I m a pessimist, i knelled down to momma to hear a last truth
Mom he beatin me bad, i had no idea that she was in the room too, he finally coming through
i remember the stress
But every breath i took i felt like there was angels with me, but i remember what my mama told me mama told me, but every breath i took i felt like there was angels with me
That was 20 years ago, i saw a shadow move Me, my stepfather drunk in the bed still off cheap brew
no witnesses
I don t reminisce, she blamed on her moms, i don t reminisce
I stood silently outside his bedroom door, my face grimaces
i finally decided that i wouldn t take it no more
what could i have possibly done i was only nine
she should ve done that
that was 20 years ago
living inside my imagination i learned hate
The leather belt broke, i m looking for a sign
I spend my whole life just trying to get free, she said that i was a fuck up and i deserved this shit Me, he had punch my right jaw just the night before
i had no idea that she was in the room too
And he ain t have no mercy, losing my personal faith
i figured this new man must be special if she let him hurt me
living inside my imagination i learned hate
Mom he beatin me bad, but every breath i took i felt like there was angels with me
i knelled down to momma to hear a last truth
he had punch my right jaw just the night before
i tried to hang myself
That was 20 years ago, some things that i ve seen i can t un-see, she blamed it on the times
why did god curse me
that was 20 years ago
I m a pessimist, she said she should ve done this Chino, now i ain t had no mother