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my mind is a home i m trapped in
i built the safe room and i don t let no one in there
so i might as well read em
And it s lonely inside this mansion, broken legs but i chase perfection Mansion, these walls are my blank expression
i know that shutting the world out ain t solving the problem
So i might as well read em, and you get the uncut version of life when i go downstairs
I built the safe room and i don t let no one in there, and i admit i am emotionally scared to let anyone inside, i gotta thank you for this anger that i carry around
Inside this mansion, maybe that s the problem
i look around
But it s hard to look past when this is the room where i sleep, i don t know anymore Fleurie, i get sick to my stomach every time i look at these things
written all over the floors
broken legs but i chase perfection
and i admit i am emotionally scared to let anyone inside
These walls are my blank expression, i look around
i just don t want to see it
maybe that s the problem
But it s obvious he never did, come upstairs and i ll show you what i mean Fleurie, there s a chance
and i ll be the only person that i can blame when you desert me
Or put him back outside where he came from, so stop watching Fleurie, that picture ain t blurry at all
then get ticked off whenever i see it affecting my plans
Yo my mind is a house with walls covered in pain, these walls are my blank expression
broken legs but i chase perfection
But i never can, that s where i write when i m in a bad place and need to release
Fear came to my house years ago i let em in, was the moment i realized that i was losing my mom
One of the worst things i wrote on these walls, i look around
Insidious is blind inception, then get ticked off whenever i see it affecting my plans
And you get the uncut version of life when i go downstairs, feels like i missed my alarm and slept in slept in, then get ticked off whenever i see it affecting my plans
These walls are my blank expression, oh yeah it s lonely, cause i ve been dealing with this ever since
Insidious is blind inception, is that me or the fear talking
and i regret the fact that i struggled trying to find who i am
But it s obvious he never did, and i admit i am emotionally scared to let anyone inside Fleurie, see my problem is i don t fix things
This room s full of regrets, and i regret watching these trust issues eat me alive