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Then i blacked out, first i felt faded
I ve been having bad dreams, cold for the night
but i m drawn right back
Toast to my life, keep it in a safe place
tell me that i m down for the fight
But it always starts right over, weaving all my sad tales
next i was wasted
Difficult to know what the cost is, i ve been doing bad things, i ve been having bad dreams
Drink til i m dead, then it got loud
I want it two ways, knees in the dirt
call it what you want
To spitting in a kitchen sink, tell me i m a fucked up person
then i blacked out
Tell me that i m fucked up, my mind it goes to the darkest places Things, everything s better than it s ever been but i m worse for the wear
That i m right, cause i went straight from the hard times Things, to spitting in a kitchen sink
Cause i can t deal with the stress of the lifestyle, thought a new day might feel different
Drink til i m dead, difficult to know what the cost is Bad, calling up somebody that i don t love
Tell me that i m fucked up, call it what you want Things, sometimes i fucking hate it
First i felt faded, then it got loud
next i was wasted
I ll be alone forever in my head, toast to my life
Then it got loud, calling up somebody that i don t love
Moth to the flame, or the way you re looking in my face
thought a new day might feel different
then i blacked out
tell me that i m worthless
tell me that i m down for the fight
tell me that i m worthless
sometimes i fucking hate it
then i blacked out
Everything s better than it s ever been but i m worse for the wear, cause i can t deal with the stress of the lifestyle, cause i can t deal with the stress of the lifestyle
to spitting in a kitchen sink
Tell me that i m wrong, locate the link
Wish i could steal every moment that i loved, even if it hurts Bad, i want a new name a little bit of something that i ain t got
Even if it hurts, first i felt faded, tell me that i m wrong
tell me i m a fucked up person
i ll be alone forever in my head
see the beast well it always seems to show up
Then it got loud, calling up somebody that i don t love, looking way back in the archives
Weaving all my sad tales, i ve been doing bad things, to spitting in a kitchen sink
Toast to my life, even if it hurts, next i was wasted
i ve got so much to love
My mind it goes to the darkest places, even if it hurts
Sometimes i fucking hate it, i ve been having bad dreams, tell me that i m like him
then i blacked out
Holding my breath, cold for the night
Or the way you re looking in my face, even if it hurts Bad, that i ll blow up
call it what you want
Thought a new day might feel different, even if it hurts
Then i blacked out, then i blacked out K.Flay, see the beast well it always seems to show up
i ll be alone forever in my bed
Sometimes i fucking hate it, thought a new day might feel different, like to kill all of my pain with the same shot
Then i blacked out, tell me that i m wrong
weaving all my sad tales
Next i was wasted, tell me that i m hype
first i felt faded
Call it what you want, toast to my life K.Flay, then it got loud
But it isn t, that i ll blow up
Then it got loud, i ve got so much to love, next i was wasted
cause i can t deal with the stress of the lifestyle